I Yearn Freedom In Life

Sometimes, the colour red is too... horrific. :( Just look at Azfar's blog lah! So red, my eye is hurting! (Too much Liverpool can kill too...) No offense, soccer freaks.

There'll be religious class today. I wonder how I can just shuddup and not show any emotions cos even though Ustaz Fir is leaving and "escaping" to Assyakirin Mosque, I just found out something new.

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Welcome back choir people (those who went to Genting). Manzxc... I've been thinking about you girls, Kira and Aidaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...! :D Sigh, I'm gonna regret not going to Genting. :( 5 whole days wasted. :( Tsk.

I'm like currently trying out anime-drawing... The eyes and the hands are my AoW (area of weakness not Area of Effect or whatsoever)... :( But I guess I lost the "touch" of drawing manga now. :(

HARU-SENPAI!!!!!! (shi cheng) save meeeeeeeeeeeeee...

(what bullshit am i spouting now... holidays are so boring...)

Anyone want to go out someday. Ahahaha.. My December days are abso spotclean free. ^^ I can go out shopping with you girls and talk yak yak. :P Tomorrow then I go out wif Kishore and Aloy to sushi. You can follow! (but must bring $$ ahh) hahaha.. :D

Niwaes, I might ask anyone to go out I guess. I am bored. Not going overseas, bad thing. :P Can't see grandpa. :(

And I just read the Sec 2 History texbook! nothing to do... :P

OHHH This is my list to buy

1. Buy smth for Meenakshi and give her on first day of schl as a belated birthday present! *and smth extra as penalty cos i never give her anything on her birthday*

2. Get Christine something for her birthday!! ^^ :D

3. Maybe get Zhixing a present too on his birthday cos he is such a good friend, sometimes annoying. hahaha! :D Aiyo, if you get to know him, he's a good friend. :)

4. Drawwwwwwww and buy lots of pencils.

(not counted in buying list)

5. DRAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.. :D and draw people :) :D :D :D

It's probably too late but I shall say now. They've gone across the border and they won't be back till this Friday. I'm all alone with others who can't go. :(

Nonetheless and nevertheless, have fun while there's still time. So you gotta enjoy the choir trip, girls and guys. Have fun on the PJs night and christmas night. Make friends kay!! :D

Oh well, I'm back to studying. :( What a horrid holiday I'm having. Others having fun, getting an opportunity to leave the country. I didn't. :( Next year, I think I can't go to Taiwan as well! What about Europe (not confirm) trip in 2011? :(

I'm like this : katak bawah tempurung.

I found the right coconut but not the right place to be in.

Oh anyway...

Happy Birthday Vijay. You're 13. Bolt.

I just cried over episode 22 of Gakuen Alice. :O Really sad when someone sacrifices his flame of life to make others happy and to leave a trace of his/her existence. I just cried when Mr. Bear and Kaname-senpai were in his room! :O

This shows how emo I am. ARG!

I am going to post alot in this post, well, alot means alot... So if I procrastinate, tell me in my tagboard. :P Hahaha...

So, I just found out that the 20th volume of Gakuen Alice manga is coming out on 19 November. 1 day before choristers come back from Genting. :( Gosh, I so want to go to Genting! Sadly, no money. $_$ Money makes the world go spherical (O_O) Oh well, what to do... I'm so bored since I'm not going overseas. :O How sad, and pathetic, isn't it?!

Malay : Adoi... Penat duk kat rumah ni... Macam ___. hahha bukan perkataan yg merepek lah. Saya ni... asyik kene marah je. Budak nakal, katekan. Ishhh, ape ni saya bual. Dah terlanjut ke perkara yg merepek. Hai... Nak main bola sepak, hujan. Malas pon... Nak gi makan. Gemuk pulak! Alamak! Lepas tu, camne nak pegi Pulau Ubin? Eeek, tak suka lah cuti sekolah. macam boring. Lagi lagi homework cume matematik. D: Hai... betoi betoi nak mampoi ni ha! (Ustaz Fir punye perkataan).

Baca manga. ape nak buat! ADOII!!!

English : I shan't translate the malay words, sorry. :P And then, and then. I dont want Natsume to die! :( And I'll miss Ustaz Firdaus cause he'll be moving to Assyakirin Mosque. How lucky you youths are... :( Haiyo... Amirah, you'll gain lots if you're in his class. Blardy funny! Hahaha... Fiqh is his fave topic. You'll know why if you're in his class. Haiyo...

:( I'll update this post when I find something new. RC? Nah... too common. (hehehe)

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I am missing Smartypants, Bombheadshell, Fatass and Mimic Singer. Guess who they are? :D

Alright the answer is : Ain, Himesh, Iskandar and Harie Hadi. Gosh! I miss P6HML alots! :( Wacky. Himesh, when are you coming back from Oman, shorty! Oh.. have you grown! Miss ya kiddo! Hahahaha. And Harie Hadi, you sure improved alot in English. I can see that by leaps and bounds! :D Iskan, go eat fish. LOL. Ainnnnnnnnnn... I miss Kak Siti too! :(

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I'm drawing anime again. And it's so ugly. My idol is SHI CHENG! :D Be honoured, girl. You got this chance only once in a lifetime. Be honoured. *Whala!*

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I'm addicted to Bond again. Allegretto!

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I'm GOING TO MISS CHOIR! I'm missing KIRA, AIDA, HUIEN already. :( Sigh! D: I wish I could go on the Genting trip with them. I might not go for the Taiwan trip as well. Say bye bye to the Europe trip as well! :( Haish... This sucks the worst. WHY MUST I BE IN THIS WEIRD CONDITION!...

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I just realised my feet's (yes, both feet) condition has worsen. The veins are so painful when I flex them. Ouwww... :( I think I can't sprint already. I need new shoes. And I just realised that when I was walking back home from the shop at the void deck. Eouw. :( Pain = I can't swim well. How to paddle... :O

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Next tues/wed, I just hope I can go out with aloy andkishore to eat sushi. hahaha.. wasabi. Ergh... Both boys. Oh well, don't get into your mind that I'm a boy too!

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Whenever I think of happy things, there wasn't any raining. Right now, it's going to rain. Because I'm sad. I just thought about the Genting trip. I shall miss choir alot. I can't wait till next year when choir practice resumes. But this won't dampen my spirit for singing. Because I shall practise my singing. Well, not only choral singing. I shall put my head in sciene books and listen to what may seem pleasant for my ears and personality.

Hooooray! :D So happy that I need not go out of the house to pay tuition fees. Heeheehee... :D Ah well, I don't know what to do. Find some Russian songs, learn Russian today... Or more French words...

Urg... I'm BLANK.

Grrrrr... I'm angry.... But i won't show it, of course! Gah, I kinda feel angry that I can't sleep. I'm supposed to wake up tomorrow to go Pioneer Secondary to pay my yearly tuition fees. Grrr... I shan't entertain about what.

And I think it's a failure.

EPIC PHAILED.

My fringe looks weird. D: Haiyo.. I will take a picture of myself one day. One day = goodness knows when.

I'm not vain like Aida or Kira (sorry victims...~)... I hardly take pics of myself. HAHAHA (as if? i dunno). Oh well. I think I'll reread Gakuen Alice Manga.. :)

Love you all.. I'll never stop loving you guys! :D

I love Imogen Heap. :)

So far... -- Unfortunately --... I have not made any plans on how to spend my holidays wisely. First step is to... do homework and study.

In this week, I watched this anime... Umineko no naku Koro ni. Well, I finished the current episodes in a day... :P I was bored! :D And then I watched Gakuen Alice (Alice Academy). There was so much things I want to know which wasn't shown in the episodes. So I read the manga online. Hahahaha, yea, I may be addicted, but actually, I'm not! I finished the manga in a day, too. How terrible is that. :P

Oh well... I'm really bored now.

Next week will be the Genting trip. And I'm not going...(!!) :( How pathetic is that... *BAKA!* -- As said by Hotaru. ^^

I am going out with Momma this Saturday to pay my tuition fees next year. *Sigh* And then we'll walk walk walk because no one has freedom to explore places when my dad is around. Such a good opportunity.

I may not be able to go out with friends because I will be spending time on swimming and SLEEPING to substitute all the time accumulated that is used for studying until 3-5am. :O

I'm hooooooooooorrible. *repeat after me*

Miaow, the second last week (3rd week of december), there is Science REMEDIAL for the weaker ones in Science. LIKE ME. What a headstart. At least I have something to do and concentrate rather than drawing... :D

What a pain! I'm getting a blow from stomachache...! I am struggling to even move about. I can't even breathe using diaphragm, so I have to use my chest instead. Which I am not used to since choral singing is via diaphragm and I can't switch. :(

There's choir today, so most likely, I'll be using my chest, which is equals to sore throat. I'm already having sore throat, so more pressure. -_-''

Yesterday, I had the second session of IT project. I finished it! ^^ Thanks to Elaine and Shu Ying for the ideas. :D Actually I was supposed to come back to school around 11am. But Christine, Hui Qi, Jia Xin, Faris, Aloysius, Sidharrth and I went to play Street Soccer. Hahahaha, I can't strike lah... I'm HORRIBLE. :P And the ball isn't a soccer ball. It's a sepak takraw ball! Heehee! So when it rammed my wrist (the side of the wrist, thankfully) and my left shoulder, it's so hard! :O Because it's made out of rattan. :P

Ohhh and after IT, Kishore, Aloysius, Bharath and I went to some place in Yew Tee and they bought DM cards. GAH! I don't play cards, and I will NEVER WASTE MONEY ON CARDS AND PLAY THEM! :( They wasted a whole lot of time there. :O Grrr.. -_-

Ohhh! Next Tuesday/Wednesday, I might be going out with Kishore and Aloysius to eat sushi! We are SUSHI addicts! And I can't believe Kishore has been using chopsticks for 6 years already. :O :O :O!